1. Dianne on November 19, 2017 at 2:07 am

    Actually, I rest because I’m exhausted. Truly. I hit the pillow and sleep. No more over thinking. I’m done with that. I just sleep. Until the alarm. Then, I dread the day, somehow make it through, and then sleep again, because of exhaustion.

    And I’ve done thankfulness posts before, and, most of that stuff I was thankful for is not here anymore. Marriage, health, family, things, music, job, home…. none of that is my reality anymore. Even my devoted dog, died last week. Am I thankful to be alive? Not really. I’m in pain every single day. And lonely. And poor. And where the #! $@ is God anyway? So….thanks? For what? Loss? Yeah… thanks…. I’m so tired of this life. Thanks for the prolonged torture, God. You rock. Not. I don’t know what to say.

    • Jack on November 20, 2017 at 7:36 pm

      Dianne, you are part of AnchorPoint, so a blessing is that you have people who care about you. I’m sorry you are in this deep valley. The only words of advice I can think to give is a quote from Winston Churchill, “When you are going through hell, keep going.” Speaking from my experience, hang in there & things will improve. God bless you Dianne.

    • Maury on November 21, 2017 at 9:44 am

      Hi Dianne. I know it isn’t much help but I have felt that way too. Sometimes just taking the next step is a huge accomplishment. I’m so sorry you’re suffering. It’s pure misery. All I can say is you’re not alone in it. As Jack said, we’re with you.

  2. Sharon Armstrong on November 28, 2017 at 11:37 am

    You sound like you are in a deep depression.
    There is a lot of help available, and I hope you will call your family doctor, or any other medical source available to you, and start the process of being helped today.

    I know it feels overwhelming, but just pick up the phone and begin. You are just a few phone calls away from being helped.
    You can count on my prayers.

  3. Darby on December 6, 2017 at 6:20 am

    So what I am hearing is you need a friend, you need money and you need a dog. I can’t do a thing about the discouraging, constant pain you are in but I would love to be acquainted with you and do what ever I can. If you are up to it, give me a shout. darbylk@gmail.com

    • Maury on December 7, 2017 at 10:48 am

      Dianne. I highly recommend Darby!!

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